my happy mode to fade, I feel depressed right now ....?
I can not sing on cue, when I try to upload something, I sound terrible camera doesn't work, people ignore me, im starving, and i dont think i have what it takes to become normal in today's world. (My friend just called I'm weird hyperactice nuckleaded) I think everything seems better in my imagination that it from now. In my imagination I could be anything I would but in the world of ants real. I only have one true purpose that i dont know what it is, and I do not do what I want to do. I also feel angry cus I'm sick right now! and throat I itch. how could look like the start to the day wonderufl but eventually become like this. ugh, help please?
I know exactly how you feel. This is the world. I live pretty good until now, but now I feel like a renegade, people ignore me, I can not find people who love me the way I am, people want to change I, I daydream more than i ever stand awake, whatever I like, the people around me hate, people take me for granted in the case (compared with Butters in South Park), what I wanted to do was wrong, I lost many things because of my bad decisions, I can not find purpose in life, and I just felt horrible. Good. luck in the future I'm 14, btw.
